Billie Eilish's striking new look for her British Vogue cover turned heads this weekend, but the full cover story revealed much more about the 19-year-old music star.
"I’ve literally never done anything in this realm at all," she said of the photo shoot, which featured her embracing an "old-timey pin-up look." While Eilish's interview addressed that transformation, it also had her discussing the making of her upcoming album, Happier Than Ever, and the darker times that came before.
A dark past
Eilish talked about abuse and implied that she'd been a victim. "I don’t know one girl or woman who hasn’t had a weird experience, or a really bad experience," she said. The conversation about abuse was personal to Eilish. British Vogue published that "the details are hers," but "it happened to Eilish when she was younger." The magazine made a point to say that the perpetrator "wasn't a music industry figure."
"You can always be taken advantage of," Eilish said. "That’s a big problem in the world of domestic abuse or statutory rape — girls that were very confident and strong-willed finding themselves in situations where they’re like, ‘Oh my god, I’m the victim here?’ And it’s so embarrassing and humiliating and demoralizing to be in that position of thinking you know so much and then you realize, I’m being abused right now.”
Eilish predicted that some might question how she's choosing to present herself right now — "'You’re going to complain about being taken advantage of as a minor, but then you’re going to show your boobs?'" — and had this to say: “Yes I am, motherfucker! I’m going to because there’s no excuse."
Letting it out
Back to the music, Eilish's British Vogue feature had a fun fact about her unheard sophomore album: one track culminates with Eilish screaming.
“It was very satisfying to scream," Eilish described. "Because I was very angry. There’s so much anger in those songs -- anger and disappointment and frustration."
What "Your Power" is really about
The first single from Happier Than Ever is "Your Power," which debuted last week. Eilish told the story behind the song, explaining, "It’s an open letter to people who take advantage — mostly men."
"I would like people to listen to me. And not just try to figure out who I’m talking about, because it’s not about that," said Eilish. "It’s really not at all about one person. You might think, ‘It’s because she’s in the music industry’ — no, dude. It’s everywhere."